Friday, 13 January 2017

Let me stay

Let me stay....
When the nights are dark
When the dawns are blue
In a sea of melancholy
Like a boat to sail through !

Let me stay....
When the paths go unknown
When the destinations are lost
In the journey of life,
Like a torch to guide through !

Let me stay....
When the heart seems heavy
When the eyes are filled
In a sky of gloomy clouds,
Like a Sunshine to smile through !

Let me stay....
When the time turns out a foe
When there is no one waiting for
In the race of life,
Like a Clock to stick through !

Let me stay....
When there is a need
When nothing is needed
In the world of Mankind,
Like a Friend to cherish through !

You were my life

you were my life 
but you never cared
you meant everything to me
but you took me for granted

I needed you
but you never did 
I fought the world for  
but you never dared

being with you 
was all I wanted 
but you were never here
letting you go killed me
but you never looked back 

you were a lover 
but you never loved

I am writing a book

I am writing a book
where you exist on pages,
ones i want to tear off,
incinerate, erase it,
take chapters that mention you...
find the will to write replacements,
but i wont,
i wont because.. that story is mine,
you're a half written character
and i ran out of time,
ans though the pain of plotting your course 
is gray and unrelenting,
I'll let you stay the same because
this story is mine,
ans you aren't enough to change 
the ending. 

Thursday, 12 January 2017

The things I have learned

1) Always make yourself priority. Because in the end, you have no one else but you.
2) When he/she can't respect you, Leave!
3) Don't expect too much. Less expectation, less hurt.
4) Always believe in yourself. If you don't, who will?
5) Do what you want, if it makes you happy and you don't step other people.
6) Love your parents more than they love you.
7) Cherish everyone you encounter, either bad or good.
8) Remember: cheater will always be cheater. Same as liars.
9) Grab opportunities. You'll never know the great things waiting ahead for you.
10) Change is inevitable.
11) Always trust your guts or instinct.
12) Don't chase people. Chase your dreams. 
13) Never beg someone to love you. They will never do the same to you.
14) Speak! Talk when you have something on your mind. Be direct. 
15) GET OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE.
16) Keep your own secrets to yourself. 
17) Watch your words. It will never be forgotten how you made them feel when you throw words.
18) Don't compare yourself to others. You are unique in your own way.
19) You should overcome your fears. 
20) LOVE YOURSELF MORE THAN ANYONE. 

Thursday, 14 January 2016

Fairy Tale....



It was a Sunday morning 11:00 a.m. when Angel opened her eyes with slightly curved lips. Her best friend Lucy (Golden retriever) had already started licking her face jumping around with joy and pulling her cozy blanket.
 
She cuddled and kissed her back and went to get fresh, all the while that beautiful smile never left her face.
Sunday was her favorite day. She would woke up at any time she wished as she was in deep love with her sleep and in the evening she would go for a walk with Lucy and would become part of nature.
Unlike the girls of her age, she was not interested in shopping for hours or getting dressed and following the latest trends. She was naturally beautiful with her long hair, beautiful face and those big eyes curious to explore the world.
Angel’s world was small but a wonderful one. She would love to read and write. Her life was perfect in its imperfection.


Aditya was an intelligent boy with an amazing voice. A kind boy who always was calm. His soothing voice would put off the stress, anger and any odd feeling that the listener had. He had a big family all of whom loved him.
He would go to the bank of river every weekend to be close to the nature and would listen to chirping of birds imagining of what they are trying to say.
On that Sunday, Angel was enjoying the sight of the flowing river with Lucy by her side dancing all the time.
She saw the beauty of nature and felt so lucky to witness it. While she was engrossed in watching the flowing river, she heard a male voice. She was surprised to know someone's presence at this time.

 He said "may I know your name..?"
Angel dint know how to respond but seeing the calmness in his eyes she felt comfortable in some time and then they introduced briefly about themselves.
Soon Angel and Aditya became good friends. They used to meet every Sunday and talk their heart’s out on what all happened in the past week with them.
Their whole week would pass by in each others thoughts. The way they felt about each other was totally different. Anything and everything they did would remind something about each other. They used to wait for Sunday to arrive the next moment they had parted each time.
One day Aditya had a family gathering at his place and hence could not come. He had informed about this to her the previous Sunday.
Angel’s whole week went with least interest. On Sunday she did not go out. She decided to cook something special for Lucy and herself. She could not get her mind listen to her. For the first time in her life her heart was giving instructions to her brain which surprised her. All she could do was to think about him. She had recorded his voice which became lullaby to her every night. She decided to play them now. The moment she heard his voice all her senses gave away. She stood there engrossed in his voice and smiling happily.
Adityas house was filled with guests who had gathered to celebrate the job he had got in a far city. His mind was not on any celebration or any praises that were pouring. His mind was on Angel .Her giggles, her eyes, her lips and her talks.
He could not imagine his life without Angel’s presence. She was a real angel in his life. He never wanted anything which separated them. But he was not sure if she had same feelings on him. He decided to confess his love for her.
Both of them were eagerly waiting for Sunday like never before. Time ticks slow and the journey seem longer when we are waiting for something and rush when we are enjoying it.
Finally the wait was over and the most awaited weekend arrived. Both sat on the river bank, there was no sound other than the flowing river and Lucy’s heavy breathing.
He gathered all his confidence and held her hand. He then broke the news of moving to the far city. He did not see her expression.
Angel could not believe what she had just heard and she dint wanted to react. She could not stop him from achieving what he dreamt of. Tears do not listen to us. They made their way and landed on his hands. Usually he would have felt bad but now he felt a gush of happiness. She was in love with him too. She dint wanted him to go. Love is such a strange feeling.
He had got his answer to all questions and doubts stood resolved. He need not tell her how much he loved her. He put his hands around her and she leaned on his chest. Though words are used to express love, Angel and Aditya did not need those words as they were in true love with each other. The happiness they experienced was beyond words. They needed nothing except each other.

their both whole family witnessed their wedding on the banks of the river. He decided to stay back. Nothing mattered more than his angel. Their joy knew no bounds. Their house "Angel's Nest" was always filled with giggles, melody and joyous barking of Lucy. She no longer played the recorded lullaby as he would talk her to sleep everyday while she slept on his chest listening to his heartbeat.

Sunday, 3 January 2016

The Last Note

The story starts with a boy,
who was desperate for love.
and in his quest for love,
he may even kill a dove.

Then he sent a friend request
the girl could not suspect
the girl seemed sweet and cute
and the boy fell for her.

He thought that they will be together
and he started flirting hard,
the girl was pristine and neglected him
as she already had the love of her life,
this made the boy more determined .

He never told her any lie,
He never wanted to hurt her,
But due to his immature nature
the girl got hurt many times,
still they were friends forever.

The friendship he wanted to end
he wanted to be more close
with the girl of his life
but he could not disclose.

But don’t miss the boy’s part

he is still in love

he wants the girl for lifetime
but cant express his feelings in words
He weeps at night and curses himself
for loving her so much,

but only to talk to her
he keeps his mouth shut.
He loves her the most
but that’s what she doesn’t see

He can’t just be friends
and that is why he wanna flee.
He has suffered a lot
and can’t see the girl suffer because of him

so he thought of a plan
to end this suffering ever.
He can’t talk to the girl
because she ignites fire of love

the boy could not control
and he will definitely hurt her .
Proposing her for the last time,
he has written this piece.

Oh girl this is for you
you are the one i miss
And i ask for only love
if you have some for me

then only do reply
else just do forget me
because i can’t be only friend
i want you and only you

so don’t hurt me and yourself too
as i won’t stop loving you.

Tuesday, 26 May 2015

Adios AIT

The saga of AIT ends here!!

 & here comes the end to another phase of life, My four years of engineering finally comes to an end.It has been a awesome journey....i spend here my Some of the best moments of life.
About 1420 days back I stepped into this college, it was a new beginning of a life , Time was to come out of your shoes that were fitted for the last 12 years and enter into a glass bellies.
                                     
                                                               went to GH by mistake ;)
     
the very first day in NBH  


                                                                  naya naya JOSH 
  

                                                                 story after few days


Four  year in this college – it can’t be summed up in few lines…… I still cannot believe how fast time went by, I still  remember the very first day here without any blur. 
It was great experience being here…. Four years…. I learnt many things…. Now when I look back I feel….the changes… how time changes and how life keeps on moving without a pause…. People come… people go…. We laugh we cry…. Some really low moments…. Some really high…. Life is so beautiful in its own way….



  winner of X- country in first year   


                                                                   Lonavala trip (1st sem)

In my last four years I met many people…. I was attached to many…. And worked and enjoyed with everybody I came across…. I discovered a different me….



                                                                         SE walli Eid


its hard to believe it's going to end …while I was writing this something kind of snapped inside of me, i felt so blank literally that i lost all words for my emotions ….  I dunno whether to smile or to feel sad…. But I choose to be happy :-)….


A Note to BE 2015 Batch:

will miss you all dearly and i seriously hope that all of you try to be in touch, regardless wherever we are!! Life in AIT has really been happening one becas of the u ppl ……thank you to all for being the memories that i will cherish throughout my life.

                                     
Street play (what a team it was ) 

                                       
                                                             winner of Tug of War


       
                                                                water kingdom 

    


                                                                  mumbai it is

                                                                        TE farewell                                    



here comes the end to another phase of life , . Had a great time with you guys memories of which will always be cherished , goodluck guys for your future endeavors :)